Sometimes religion could be the killer of our rational mind,the forum where people are not willing to doubt and in doing so they are not really open to believe. I am awakening to the reality of my own believes; to the possibility to doubt and for the first time truly believe in the God in me, the one of my thoughts and writing. Doubt should be part of our faith, how can we believe if we are not willing to doubt? How can we doubt if we are not wiling to believe? The moment we give a chance to doubt is the moment we start believing.